jeckaart

A moment of love.. No one wants to get hurt, every one wants a moment of love. No one wants to dare to be the one, the hero to risk an acceptance or a reject. All I know I don't want to be like the rest, but then I am too afraid. I am sicking tired of the same routine. You loving me and I doing the same thing. But no one dares to do the things the right way. Cheating, competing, until someone wins. That is no love for me. So for right now I am going to leave love alone, until I know it is time to take the risk of acceptance or rejection.

please dont let me get mad with my parents. help my eyes, because im having difficulties drawing. let me be more happy. let me be more strong mentally. dont get me think crazy about the good and evil. and don't take away my uniqueness me. Love Jessica.

... I still do it, I believe God want me too because when I am about too someone comes and gives me hope.